| life is good.
i need to open up my eyes to whats right in front of me instead of searching around for something i cant see.
im beginning to be me again. happier and just right. :D been a while since i've been feeling okay, glad to be back.  im really losing touch with everyone back at home and that sucks alllloooot but the ones that have been there through it all are still ehre and thats all that matters. :]
i've been going out a little less than normal because now i have rules. hahahaha sucks a bit but i understand :P im only sixteen. hahaha coming home at like 6 am is kinda unexceptable. im glad they give me my freedom though. its not liek a i do anything bad so yeah. dude this is the most randomest post ever. but i feel like typing hahahah
so berkners homecoming is this weekend. [thats not my school] but im going :] i haven't made the garter for my date yet.
i feel REALLY bad but im sure i'll get around to it. i have all the supplies just not the knowledge. so if anyone knows how to make a garter, get at me ASAP!
im pretty excited to be going to berkners homecoming, we're all gonna go eat before and then go as a group to homecoming. we had tshirt designs in mind but we turned it in too late so we're not getting tshirts in time for homecoming but theres always next time.
bye! :)
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| i'm coming home in eleven days :]
i'm only staying for like nine days. so i'll see ya when i see ya<3
call or text me if you wanna seeeee me. dont got my number? hahhhhh. sucks for you :P
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| i haven't been on here in SO long.
so im just droppin' by to say HIIIII =)
life's pretty great.
summers almost here & boy am i ready, but aren't i every year?
catch me on myspace<3
www.myspace.com/awesomejuliee |
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| what a silly girl i've been.
reading those past entires make me laugh hard.
i've been having a great time.
the weekends have been off the chain :)
i've met some people that i just cant get enough of!
hahahahahahaha
movies and skating pretty much every weekend now.
--with a 'new' crew
;]
this friday im catchin' THE MESSENGER
its gonna be...me & jordan, lauren & justin, kasey & scott. hahaha
and maybe jeny & marcus?
seems like...nevermind. ;]
hahahahahahaha
hopefully no skating. im tired of fallin and having people falling on top of me.
but im not tired of having some one teach me :)
catch you on the flip side skillets.<3
--i like guys who put my coat on for me.
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| i had a dream last night. no, i had a nightmare.
i woke up feelin like crap. like myworld had crashed.
i convinced myself that it was only a dream and that i was okay.
then i realized it wasn't. it was exactly what happened recently.
that dream scared me like no other and i really felt like crying.
you've made a decision and i cant do anything besides say 'okay'
so okay, you win.
i've done everything i could have possibly done and nothing has worked so its time for me to call it quits.
im gonna enjoy what comes to me now
no more crying and no more thinking.
no more wishing and no more writing
i think i've put in too much an im not receiving any.
im looking into the future, not back into the past.
goodbye 2006, hello 2007!
the very beginning of the year will bring back memories, but im gonna avoid them hahah
toodles little fellas<3
GL on your exams and such,& have a great rest of the year.
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS<3
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